How can i see the good things in my life? (please see details)?

You need a friend at school, so that you have someone to talk to. What about your family, do they know you're lonely and depressed? Can you confine in someone you can speak to one on one in person. Beware of friends on line. We can give you advise or our opinions but at the end of the day, you need a stable friendship with a real person. Anyway, I hope you find a true friend soon.